January 2011
“You only lose what you cling to.”
– Buddha
So my sisters been rushed into hospital i don’t know what to do no ones in I can’t ring my nan cause it’ll upset her and my boyfriends at work I feel really useless. I don’t know where to put myself.
I am so fed up of seeing sexually related posts on pre 16 year olds blogs I mean seriously, you’re 14 and you’re talking about your sex life. I was wearing dungarees and reading bliss magazine at your age. I walked past a child yesterday in heels, no older than 9 with a Jack Wills hoody on. What the fuck is that? She was wearing foundation, I don’t even wear foundation. What...
I just don’t know what to do with myself at all right now, want to fall asleep and have someone take my place for a while. Wake up with all my work done, at university with people I know for a fact care about me. I wish decisions made themselves, I don’t know what I want and whether what I want is good for me or not. I don’t want to get hurt, I wish happiness was a given....
I didnt even know it was possible to have that...
fuckurshyt asked: how did you change your background?
Need to find some meaning and self worth.
radkidd:
why can’t we just rewind? why can’t we...
I hate crying
chessieee:
…a lot
Don’t think i’ve met anyone who enjoys it…
